Learning To Accept

what more choice do I have ? to learn and accept what is happening to me right now. i couldnt blame anyone but myself. mayb  i was being harsh to myself. i cant treat story movies to be the same like our marriage. bcoz movies are created by director while my stories are created by Allah. the one who is all-knowing. i expect too much which leads to bigger disappoinment. why ? why is it so hurting ? i tried to reacall the bad and good times together with you, bt i seem not to recall anything. has my heart totally close ? or am i denying the fact that i cant continue this marriage ? bt i have her. my beloved daughter. how will i raise her up telling who or where is the dad ? shud i continue the marriage despite we are aware we are not compatible. im hurt.